boyfie appreciation <3

god. how do i even really start this. we started dating 14 months ago when im writing this (3 5 24) . or at least. when i started writing this. itll definitely be updated past that .. he is. amazing. in every meaning of that word. hell, hes the entire reason i learned html i just wanted to make silly things for him and for us. clearly thats spiralled into a whole website but honestly he means more to me than he will ever EVER know. he makes me a better person every single day, gives me a reason for getting up in the morning and getting my work done. everything i do is just to get closer to finally being able to move in with him and live a happy life together ♡ he is everything. my sun, moon, stars, my whole universe. i wish i could give him everything in existence wrapped up in a pretty little bow all for him, he deserves it so much. hes taught me not only how to love myself but love in general, that it isnt a flaw. that i am allowed to be myself and be myself with him. hes changed my entire life and lifted it from the darkest moments. so easily. without even knowing he is. hes so special, whether or not he thinks he is or not. which- he doesnt. smh. i honestly dont think this will ever be as long as i want it to be, ill always have more to say, more to write, more words to try to describe my undying and infinite love for him. if you were to tell me 2 years ago that id be in a stable long-term relationship with the person of my dreams i would. not believe you in the slightest. at all. but honestly now i cant imagine myself in any other situation. just with him forever and ever and ever ♡ every day proves we're more and more perfect for eachother, even more than we think, and god i love him so much. i like being silly with him, i like being serious and having deep ass depressing talks with him about the universe and where we all stand in it, i love ranting to him after seeing some stupid take online. i love it all. he makes the negative things just a little better. he makes it all so much easier, like breathing.